The Me I Remember

I remember bits and pieces of the me before I ever went to high school and most of my great qualities then like: always following directions, loving to read books all the time, very athletic, more humble, and a cooking fanatic. I love me then and not so much now. My goal is to get back the things I used to love about me. Refine the things I don't.

New Year

I know that this is late but so much has been going on in my life. People always tell me I should keep my mouth shut. Simply because either I'm doing a couple of things:
                                                                                   1. speaking my mind
                                                                                   2. Asking for the truth
                                                                                   3. Making a  Point
                                                                                4. Asking for understanding or showing you understanding
either or it all something people hate from me.  Well, in any case that's not what this diary blog is about. It's about  me being enlighten. I know that I am a hippocratic see I say this because of tons of reasons. One I tell people the greatest lessons in the bible is not to judge but I at mit I do it subconsciously and didn't know it til now. I know Wow on my part. I also had not known how to forgive some people I have meet in my past. Some I have forgiven and didn't even tell them until they brought it back up in a public place. Usually by then they have brought back old feeling which just made me mad in the first place. Anyways I am striving to be who I truly am a child of God everyday. There are tons of lessons I need to learn and enlighten moments too. I think I will try to do this often just so  one I can express myself and two maybe this can help some be enlighten like me.